Everyone's being a fucking prick these days. I'm thoroughly annoyed at:

1. Having to justify something I said to one person to someone else,

2. Being snapped at for no good reason.

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Boyfriend's being exceptionally short-tempered these days, and I will not stand for it.

I'm disturbed that he doesn't want to seem to spend much quiet time with me these days. We always have to be doing something. I miss the days when we could just sit down somewhere, hold hands, not say a word and still enjoy each other's company all the same.

I miss a lot of things, and I'm trying to fight that by not feeling. I think it's a good thing that he's going back to army; that way, we see each other less and hopefully learn to treasure each other a little more. We're starting to get on each other's case; our dates are starting to get just a tad bit mundane and predictable. It becomes sad when it feels that we're seeing each other more out of habit than anything else.