No two-way Australia ticket for me. They're all booked up itl Jan. Fucketyfuck. I'm allowed to curse because that was the ONE thing I was looking forward to after the exams. Fuck. Fuck again.

Now what the hell am I going to fill up my one month break with? There're only so many books you can read, so many shopping centres to trawl.

On a more positive note, I guess I could finally take some time off and commit myself to some serious community work. Improve my imbecilic mind. Take up a web building course. See! There are SO many things I could do. I could be SO constructive!

Ah, but really, who am I kidding. I am in the throes of disappointment.